mid-night dew

second year wonder

2006-01-11T01:08:00.001+08:00

oh! i am still so much in love.

and its been two years long. i have been in love for two years. great huh! i love you my dearest joyce. you are my goddess! i wish to spend my years with you. counting them down till we're in our graves! hahahahahhaha.

and guess what. i still remember what she said last year and before. that when we celebrate our second year, she'd like to have at in a restaurant, a nice, fine dining one! so there's a surprise just for her.
(and its not going to be at fish & co. dear)

you'll know when you meet me later today.

wishes

2006-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

here's wishes, warmest of all wishes to everyone. a brand new year for everyone to enjoy. take what you have and cherish them, and if you still dont have what you want, just freaking grab it.

haha. and dear, thank you for the great christmas, thank you for the new year. i cant wait for our next BIG celebration!

lonely days.

2005-12-03T02:07:00.000+08:00

these are the days when i feel so lonely and left out.

i feel so bored and so free. i dont seem to have anything to look out for this weekend, except for the facial with garry and limin.

oh, by the way, happy birthday to LIMIN!

now, back to me. i guess this is what will be when i'm without you. free yet so bored.

yesterday, on thursday, hey, thats the previous day. yea, we went to have dinner at suntec marche. well its nothing much, just a farewell dinner for my cousin. he's going back today. with my dad. i think i'm going to miss him too.

right after dinner, we had no idea where to go. so i told them to visit the jewel box on mount faber. and so we did. upon reaching the place, my mum wanted to use the washroom, but the only ones that were "free" were the portable ones! haha so we decided to go into the Ativo bar.

and we chilled as a family for about 2 hours. my sis had the purple haze and dad, he had the gouse. while i took the black russian. and mum was still thinking if she should drink or not. then decided not to! she was the designated driver! haha.
my cousin? he was underaged.

and i got home at about 12 mn. just to start on my report for my Facilities Mgt's field assignment! the liqour was hitting me after 3 hours. and i had to hit the sack by 3 plus. woke up early the next morning to finish the stupid report.

by 1 pm i was ready to go school and hand in my dear write up, and i suddenly thought of my sweets. she had to tried to contact me the whole of yesterday. and still no news from her. and my wonderful brain started with my amazing stories.

i started to freak a little. and decided to send her father a message, asking if everything was alright and if they were safely in KL. and her dad called back immediatly. he put all my worries aside after that and i continued my boring life without her, once again.

going to send dad to the airport in the morning, so got to sleep now. and i still have work in the evening at 5 till the wee hours. need my snoozes. bye for now though.

i miss you girl.

tuesdays for me.

2005-11-08T11:15:00.000+08:00

i dont think tuesdays are for me. somehow.

there was service skills today. cheesy?

it was boring alright. "how can we be tired when we've been sitting down the whole time?" thats what steffi said.

tell me. how?

but still there's always things to learn no matter how boring life can be, right?

my dear is starting her A's tomorrow. very good luck to her! and every other JC people who ever had the chance to see this.

i want to use podcast! somebody out there help me!

oh one more thing. i love you so much dear.

the supposed public holiday.

2005-11-07T22:43:00.000+08:00

yes everyone out there in the world. today was supposed to be a public holiday. i just wish it was to be here too.

DON'T KNOW WHAT I"M TALKING ABOUT?

well then, you must have not heard what the Special One have said. who's this person, the Special One? he is the great manager of Chelsea Football Club. i have so much respect for him and his managerial skills. even thought i do not support the club he is managing.

this morning at 12 am, the battle to stop the rot for the United team started. and hell did they stop the rot, they even stopped the streak of the Champions. once again, United have done the impossible! last year, they did the Arse, this year the held the Blues!

Hooray, for the red side of Manchester.

now back to my life back here in this hot and funny weather-ed island. i woke up early today to go to school hoping to attend all my classes and tuen over a new leaf.

turned out it was a real turn. i went for my tutorial. and guess what! as today was the first day of school for the new semester, there was no tutorials for this first week, except for my japanese class! haha. i was a total buffon.

therefore i crashed pam's lecture. it was very very boring but its ok. at least i finished my first two lectures of the week. i think i did turn over my leaf.

since the 28th.

2005-10-30T02:00:00.000+08:00

since the 28th of last month.

28th, thursday : thought to be a hectic day, but everything seem to fly by so fast. i had to get out of the house since around 12 noon. well, i met up with the bird, victor and daniel at JP to have lunch first before heading straight to TP. jervin and kenny joined later.

a extremly long way from the west to the east. Journey to the East!

we were suppose to play football in the astro turf, but it happen to rain! shyte. we were getting a little fucked up. there was totally no one coming there and we were the only one.

in the end, when the rain started to drizzle away, we went to play in the little rain.

by around 6, we had to stop. bird, kenny and victor had to go for steamboat at marina with their friends. daniel had to go to his ying. jervin was going back home. i had to go back to Chevron for my chalet.

the moment i arrived, it was about 7 plus and the bbq action was about to start. we eat and cooked and bbq-ed for almost an hour before the rain started to pour again. it was freaking fun though. we were bbq-ing in the rain. how cool. well, its all thanks to the shelter above our pit.

after all the eating and all, we all went to hang time till the stroke of mid-night. and it was the time for the big celebration of Serene's 19th birthday. her boyfriend, Robin, with the utility belt (think along the line of Batman), bought her a cake and we cut the cake and such.

after the cake cutting ceremony, we proceed to the smearing of melted marshmallo (hope thats how to spell them). and we threw her into the pool! fun eh!

and we move on to the 29th : it was even more hectic! damn i mean HECTIC. i had to go to the immigration with my cousin to settle his stay in Singapore stuffs. and it ended at about 2 plus and i rush back home to get some much needed rest!

at around 4 i had to get out of my house again to meet with my my sweet love. we had a game of tennis! and i sent her back home at around 7 plus. and if i remember everything properly, i had dinner at her house? dear please help me.

and after i reach home. i SLEPT till the next day, 2 pm plus, all the way from 12mn.

The Black Prince

2005-10-24T02:38:00.000+08:00

I watched my favourite flim again, this time its on channel 5. A Knight's Tale. if i had bothered to counted how many times i've catched this movie. i think it'll be almost be about 7 times. and i still like it so much. even though its a very very huge under-dog movie.

i have learnt how to identify an underdog movie, all thanks to one of MTV's shows on movies.

the Black Prince of Wales is part of the character. and i like him. so manly and so powerful. (i sound like a girl!)

enough of fairy tales. back to reality. i'm still stuck here in my room. but the pros of my life now is that i have my favourite gadget, my most lovable and powerful one, my iBook! and just my sweetest dearest, Joyce.

she's having her A's soon. i'm here for you all the way my love.

now lets move back in time a few days. i think its wednesday. the bird, victor and i went to watch the movie "Goal!" it was nice. very inspiring. very much another underdog movie again. but what i liked about the show was how the british speak! i want an English accent! Scottish one's even better. (i have a soft spot for the old Europe and the Far Far East(Joseon and Nippon.), (they have more culture and history than those the Wild Wild West.) Oops, a little anti-crap going on.

dont take note of the last sentence.

now back to my business. i am running a small time agency, it's main job is to simply love Joyce Tan Shun Wen! HEAR THAT!

love you babe.

the number is

2005-10-20T00:45:00.000+08:00

the number for today is a wacking six hundred and fifty. bloody 650 you know.

dont get what i mean by 650? its been 650 days. days since the january 11th of 2004, just have to count for 650 days. and you'll reach to this date. the 20th of october 2005, its 650.

big deal? yea it is. thats the number of days i'm in love with this special lady. a beautiful and very selfless girl. a kind hearted and loving woman. she's my lady, my kind of girl and my pretty woman.

there's nothing much to boardcast about my love, because its glorified everyday, in my heart and my mind.

simply you. i love.

funny things

2005-10-16T00:30:00.000+08:00

some funny things that happen to me. especially for me. this week have been like a guys week. i went out with bird and dan alot. and we were like back in secondary school, where we would go home and go on msn and start doing nonsense again.

found out bird's plight. dan's too.
bird? he's stuck between 2 girls. but thank goodness, he have finalised on one!
dan? he was missing his ying so much. and he was getting is nano. but it was OUT OF STOCK on thurs.
trust me people, order online! so much better. 4G ones not due that soon yet anyway. too many damand!

haha. we also had soccer at my Temasek Poly too. the 3 westerners, bird, dan and i. or should i say Jurong kias. all the way in the East. it was fun. very fun. we bathed in the school and went to have our dinner at Bedok. we all had chicken rice, and ordered another dish a piece.

bird's was fried noodles and carrot cake. mine? Hokkien mee, which took so long that we didnt bother about it.

next was friday. a very boring friday. but i successfully found some way to get through it. played my Football Manager 2005. i cant wait for Football Manager 2006 for my iBook!
(guess i wont be studying much anymore after december)

the other funny thing is, i've not seen my dear for the past few days. i think i am going to die from missing her so much. this is like the longest run i've not met her since our 21st month. haha, which was only like 5 days ago. HA!

love. you. joyce.

a changed man

2005-10-14T02:42:00.000+08:00

i would say, this is a new begining. so my wonderful layout should be changed too. i think it look great. do u?

its all thanks to my wonderfullest dear. thank you my sweets.

no more tagboard. think its not tt necessary anyway. nobody even bother to give me any opinion, except for my number 1 fan, dear. once again, thank you!

see how much i need her. u bet i need her a whole damn lot.
wonder what i would do without her?
wonder? wondering yet? hello. anyone out there even bothering to wonder?

well, forget it. i guess i'll only know if i could turn back time to back when i saw her back on Boxing Day, of the year 2003. but i wouldnt do that. why would i do that? who in the right mind would do that?

she's so my type of girl.

seems today's entry is totally dedicated to her. she must be grining now!

arent you my dear?

a wonderful time to remember

2005-10-11T02:15:00.000+08:00

this past week, week as in sunday and monday, have been great. i would even like to add in the past saturday and friday too. my luck is changing. it's glowing! ha. it feels great. i am so proud to be showing off my luck, while it last.

i had steamboat, dear, football, great fun, and for today, im going to have my 21st month celebration. its been a whopping twenty-one freaking month. i am so freaking proud. of my dear. and of cause myself.

and guess what, i'm still in love with her. who is her? its simply my Joyce. i simply adore her.

i bet all the guys are going, "Why? Why him? He's not ___ or ___ or even ___." (fill in the blanks with whatever bad thing you think i am)

and some girls might (i stress MIGHT) be going, "He's such a sweet guy!" (dream on man, dream on.)

and with that i conclude today's entry. a happy entry should always be kept short and sweet. (i think)

simply simply still adoring you.

another day, another mess

2005-10-07T03:00:00.000+08:00

this place have become my world of unhappiness and excitment.
im here to vent my feelings, express my enjoyment and my thoughts. im starting to like it alot. especially when i know that this is a place for me.

found out my mother is quitting her job. do i feel bad, sad, angry, happy? i dont know where my feelings lie. maybe its time for her to move. there's always and only two outcome from what she is doing. but do u think its right?

i knew all about this when i came back from my game. with garry and my cousin, all the way in TP. a game of 2 plus hours of tennis. made me shag. even more tired than i was before. because i woke up only at 2 plus. what a lazy ass i am.

actaully i have alot of fun. the only downside from this is that joyce was not there to play with me. she's actually improving quite alot. given that she's only had two tennis games.

there's this funny thing garry said when we were about to go out. it was about Adidas. he was saying something about some night market (pasa malan) selling fake Adidas, by changing the name to Abibas. and he help made the slogan for them too. "Everything's impossible". from Adidas's one of "Nothing's impossible". haha.

ok. after that it was a boring and tiring ride back home all the way from Tampines. i have not eaten since i woke up and it was nearing 9, so i grab a quick bite with my cousin and we were on our way home.

and this girl came in, sat opposite us. and she emitted this very funny and really "stinking" smell. it was like she was emitting her energy aura. but its her "stench". some people went to sit beside her, but the would move on, very quickly.

but there was this girl who came and sat for quite a while, she kept her nose closed with her hands though, i know she was trying not to be rude. and i went into sleep and woke up and slept and woke up, did this vicious cycle for almost the whole trip.

guess when the sun is down, im in my vampiric mode.

right now at 3 am, after all the tube(television), im still not sleeply. and i know i have to wake up before 9am. i have a important job to accomplish. i have to send my grandmother to the tution place. i am a man of duty.

after my first task, i have an even more important one. i have my dear to pick. she's so precious.

and after all that, there's the steamboat at home. a hetic being i am.

i feel there's still so many thing to do. what if i die tomorrow?

tiredness

2005-10-06T03:05:00.000+08:00

how tired am i?

i guess quite alot for the moment.

tired physically and mentally. even though im not slogging my ass off.
but i cant sleep at night, and feels fucking sleepy during the day.

im turning into a vampire.

damn, wish i could have dear's blood now. ha.

just been going though dear's blog, read some tag board stuffs. and decided to read some of her entries. and i realised what a sucky boyfriend i've been. yes, we argued and fought just because what happen, mentioned in the entry, but reading it again puts me in such a perspective that i've come to realise that im worthless now.

we nearly fought again, i think we nearly did. it's as always because i've annoyed her out. with my "self-centered-ness", that i always put people down. i think its time to stop all this nonsense form me. its time to stop the rot. and become a man im suppose to be.

but,

this is me. these are what make me, well me.

then again, the changes are for her. just for her.

its hard loving someone. its even harder not having anyone to love.

(p.s. dear it is never on impulse to love u)

*sorry about the tag, if i nv reply. cos i CANT! therefore i shall do so in my next entries.

stupidity

2005-10-04T02:14:00.000+08:00

this is stupid. i am stupid. the time right now is at the bottom. just about 2 hours before, a big fight broke out. a war in fact. a battle of who's right and who's the asshole. apprently it was i! the prick.

what do u think happen?

my fucking father is up to his nonsense again. what can i do. i am no peacekeeper of the United Family Organisation. if i were, damn i would be bloody rich with the amout of money they pay every time they start quarreling.

just around 11.30pm yesterday, sweets told me not to worry myself and put my "whole body" on the line. how true were her words. i ended up hurting myself trying to subside the "idiotic" temper of mine. whats more i have an elderly at home.

well, she's never seen me lost my temper before. or even see my dark side. i say dark side, because i dont like the word evil. not alot of people have ever seen me, save a few from my primary school. and those were just small burst ups.

i was happily polishing my nano, when the war broke out. i was trying to sound everything out, when it came too close to home(me). i had to stop(my polishing). i did not blow the whole house down yet. but i was damn pissed.

i live an exciting life, when im alone or with either my joyce or mum. but other than that, is there anyone out there who want to switch lives? but i still keep my joyce and mum! tts the only condition.

i love them! like no one else on the earth. why does she always get hurt by him. i wish i could do something.
i wont go praying for help. because i know no hand from above or below will come. this is a human problem. humans, and only humans can solve it.

i know very well in my heart and soul and mind and thoughts that i do not believe in any religion. maybe just the universal religion. everything happens for a reason.

my mum is afraid i'll be sinning myself for getting angry with my dad or grandma. but i believe every man will get angry. every man will learn. every man will understand. but getting angry is not a SIN. fuck the word sin. if im a sinner, i know everyone in this world is one too.

but i feel i could do so much more for both the women i love. give me time. i will make both their lives wonderful. this is my promise. this is what i'll do.

*this entry is rated (M18) ha. forgive me for the above vulgarity mentioned. every words was written on the impluse. and i think they add flavour to what i write.

a wonderful day.

2005-09-28T23:05:00.000+08:00

today is the 28th of september. over in the UK it was still the 27th in the wee hours in Singapore. Man Utd won their first game in Europe this Champions League Season. a exciting match between both the clubs, United and Benfica. i would give them alot of credit, they fought well. but i think they were just too proud and confident that they could beat United after seeing them beaten by Blackburns. FAT HOPE!

after the match ended around 0430, i went to slp. had a wonderful good night sleep. woke up at around 1130, and decided to move over to my other bed, cos it felt hot in my room! very hot. the windows were closed and such. and fell back to sleep. the next time i woke up was at around 1 O'clock. 6 hours of sleep is really enough for us, teenagers.

then i decided to catch some tube. and only had my lunch around 4. while watching some Cartoon Network. cool huh! an 18 year old watching cartoons. haha. i like it.

i wash up at about 4.30, got ready to go off to watch the movies with my sweetie.

it is a surprise for her. but turned out, (after the show) she knew all along what movie we were watching. we had our dinner at BentoBox. very nice food. i would recommend it to all. and my dearest got me a Puma (dark blue/sulphur yellow) shirt. it look so nice on me. i love it. haha. thank u my baby!

oh ya, back to the movie. we watch Corpse Bride, one day before it opens. it was very nice. funny in the literature sort of way (which i dont usually understand, cos i do not take literature). i would give it 4 stars out of five. very very funny in the dark sense of way. it gothic! thats what my sweetie said.

and after everything, we had ice-cream together before sending her home.

what a wonderful day i had.

something new.

2005-09-27T15:52:00.000+08:00

there are some new things that are going to happen around here. basically, they are juat that my baby Joyce is going to be happy! i've got some surprise under my sleeves.

yesterday, i went for my so call interview with this so call company with bird (which we couldnt find!). we met up at boon lay at around 1 plus and after we reach outram, we asked the controller where the place is. we spent a while going through the road map, and still cant find it! lol.

afterwards, we actually decide to go to South Bridge and look for the building. and guess what, we later decided it'll be better not to go for the stupid interview. haha. we went to Harbour Front and had our lunch there.

next we headed to town, bird wanted to check up or touch up on is tattoo in Heeren! the freaking lizard near his hip bone. it then turned out he'll only need to do it another time. lol. and we hung around in Heeren like kids. sat there on a bench, talking waiting for the time to pass by.

y were we so freaking dumb, sitting there like idiots? cos he was waiting for his mum to come, and he could go and get his nano. and he wanted the 4G nano, which is OUT OF STOCK! haha. what a wasted trip? nah. i dont think so. at least i got my shuffle-art for nano! i had to wait almost 30 mins for the dude to show up.

after i got home i realise i needed a protection cover before i paste on my shuffle-art. lol. what a dummy. now im still waiting for my FabriX to come. still waiting. still waiting!

in the evening i read from a duscussion that the programme call Growl. it turned out to be not so useful! stupid programme. i could not even delete it from my book. and after tweaking around my whole applications for almost 2 whole hours. then i got it ejected!

i cant wait for tomorrow. got the movie ticket yesterday. joyce thinks we're going to watch "the Red Shoes". hmmm. i still refuse to tell anything. its a surprise!

hi, once again.

2005-09-26T00:30:00.000+08:00

hello to everyone out there. hi again, once again. im back. i think. actually wanted to write another entry on the oct 28, it'll make this blog the longest entry every written in a long time. i should win an award!

haha. this is to all my faithful readers (tts if i had any, and still have any). im back! with a vangence(hope i spelt it correctly). actually there is a reason y i did not blog for such a long long time. if u guys have the time to read, please do. i'll guarantee you a heck of a time laughing off ur arse.

well this all happened (the pause of blogging) because of a few reasons. mainly 2. the first one is all because of stupid Microsoft applications! and especially because of Windows and their own "Windows Haters" (hope i wont be sued for this crap), (one more thing, this is like an ecip novel) they sent this stupid trojan kind of virus or worm or what-ever-crap. and this whole thing turned my whole damn com to read only chinese language! hey, im kind of wrong, it only happen to this web site. funny? think so.

so what happen was tt the whole layout, "Dashboard" and such all only read chinese. well not read, they show only chinese characters! this is so freaky! and tt leads me to my other reason. i DONT read chinese, not tt i dont read them, i dont LIKE reading them. for goodness sake, i got a freaking D7 (which im proud of) for my Chinese for O's.

so what can i do?
what did i do? (give it a guess) (well its not quite a guess anyway)

i stopped! haha. so very sorry to those who ask me to link up and such. i dont know how to do them either. this whole blog layout which have been here for almost 11 months. it is done my none other than my darling Joyce! (sidetrack abit, we've been together for almost 2 years, to be exect 20 months 15 days, to be even more exect 626 days, tts a whopping six hundred and twenty-six days! and to think i count every passing day. i am so lovely.) so im trying to tell u guys tt i cant link up anything, i dont know.

you may ask, y cant i just use another computer some somewhere else. well, i shall gladly tell u y. i like to write in peace, i like to do thing on my own and i do not like the public. i feel uncomfortable in the public. tts right. i may have a fear of public (dont ask me what the phobia word is, i simply dont know and cant be bothered to check it up). i just cant find the inspiration to do so when i have people around me.

so as this goes by, life moves on, without blogging. i did not have any withdrawal symptons. i had Joyce! haha. i went to the Sentosa campus. time just seems to fly by, whenever u r enjoying what u r doing. well alot of things happen while the blogging was away.

my cousin came to live with us. he's here to study. taking the Big O's (not Oreo, nor is it the Dougnut). and i have to share my room with him for the rest of the year till he goes back to Burma for vacation. then i shall have my whole room back for myself(i am i selfish prick (its not the thing!))!

and a few months past by, (fly, fly, fly) and we are here to this month. the september of 2005. i am not such a fan of the month september (no offence to those who are born in this month). it is actually a very (quite) bad month for me. and then again, i had some lucky days too. it was the day bought my iBook! yea tts right, im making a public announcement of my 3 prized possesions.

1. my iBook
2. my iPod Nano
3. my Joyce Tan Shun Wen (she's not a thing, so you cant own her as a possesion, but in this case i still have to say she's mine. cos she is simply mine. or rather im hers.)

so by now, as you all can see, and guess. this is the reason im back. all thanks to the wonderful world of Macintosh! bye bye Mircosoft (good riddance)! i am a full time Mac User now! hooray! haha (i am not paid to do this advertisement).

i think this is quite an achievement for me. this must be the longest every entry i've ever written. maybe it'll only happen again if i leave blogging for another year. but im hoping to get back on track. even though alot of people have started blogging all because of the recent hype of Blog! i truly think tts dumb. cos i noe very well i do not do this just because of the hype. but its just for my fans (do i even have one?)!

haha lame excuse to blog.

*i know u guys cant wait for my next entry. i hear people calling for it already! i am so famous.

*(warning - pyisoe have gone a little loony recently, and have been diagnosed with schizophrenic. that is the reason he is speaking to himself even while entering this blog entry. if u cant believe it, ask his dearest, Joyce.)

awahh....

2004-10-28T01:16:00.000+08:00

a story to make all heart melt..n to announce my time back to writing in my blog for i am free once again..

A long time ago, virtues and vices floated around and were bored, not knowing what to do. One day, all the vices and virtues were gathered together. Suddenly, Ingenious came up with an idea: "Let's play hide andseek!" All of them liked the idea and immediately Madness shouted: "I want to count" And since nobody was crazy enough to want to seek Madness, all theothers agreed. Madness leaned against a tree and started to count: "One, ." As Madness counted the vices and virtues went hiding. Tenderness hung itself on the horn of the moon, Treason hid in a pile of garbage. Fondness curled up between the clouds and Passion went to the centre of the earth. Lie said that it would hide under a stone Madness continued to count: "eighty one..." By this time, all the vices and virtues were already hidden - except Love. For undecided as Love is, he could not decide where to hide. And this should not surprise us, because we all know how difficult it is to hide Love. Madness: "ninety seven..." Just when Madness got to onehundred, Love jumped into a rose bush. And Madness turned around and shouted: "I'm coming I'm coming!" As Madness turned , Laziness was the first to be found, because Laziness had no energy to hide. One by one, Madness found them all - except Love. Madness was getting desperate,unable to find Love. Envious of Love, Envy whispered to Madness: "Love is hiding in the rose bush." Madness grabbed a wooden pitch fork and stabbed wildly at the rose bush. Madness stabbed until a heartbreaking cry made him stop. Love appeared from the rose bush Between his fingers ran two trickles of blood from his eyes. Madness, so anxious to find Love, had stabbed out Love's eyes with a pitch fork. Madness shouted. "I have left you blind! How can I repair it?" And Love answered: "You cannot repair my eyes. But if you want to do something for me, you can be my guide." And so it came about that from that day on, Love is blind and is always accompanied by Madness.

see..(one..two..three..) *awahhh*..din i tell u this story will make heart melt...yea..

dearie this is y i'll do any mad thing for u..cos i love u...

LOVE YOU..

damn work..

2004-10-17T22:56:00.000+08:00

sch..test..projects..exams..n finally holy-days..errmmm..den wads next...... WORK!!!!!

its has only been 8 days since i had my holiday..after exams..n i'm sian of work since my second day..haha..jus wish to go back to sch..without the non-sense stuffs like test or projects and exam..bud well..its jus wishful thinking...

i've been working for billy bombers for almost... ... ... 4 days..4 crappy days where i have to stand arnd..n serve only a few customers a day..

arrhhh...jus came back frm my darling's hse..she was at mine for the whole of last nite...den tonite i was at her hse..hehehehehehe....so happy....n i'm already missing her..*aawwhhhhh*..

love u dearie....

study week..

2004-09-30T23:23:00.000+08:00

a week of study..a study week this week was...spent four whole days in a library..half studying and half reading other stuffs..hummm..comics?..nv realise the library could be so fun...haha...

well..i'm gald i could spend almost everyday for the past few days with my dearie..even though its in the library..haha..well..she mugged hard..n i read my comics hard too..lol..pam was there too..all met her on mon, tue, n thur..

woooo...exams r next week..n for 3 days..its going to be hard..cant wait for it all to end..cant wait..to be with dearie ...

i love u...sweetie...

crazy friday..

2004-09-24T21:21:00.000+08:00

today have been a stupid crazy friday as usual..went to sch with pam..met her in lakeside at arnd 7.20..lol..as usual i was late..haha..den reach sch rather early..well its way before the tutor can le..haha..

after tt stupid econ tutorial i went off to had my breakfast..hummm..it seem to be the first breakfast since this monday..its amazing rite..

dun think i have very much to say nw..feeling rather bored and well abit pissed..

sweetie i love u...

humm..quick thurday..

2004-09-23T23:36:00.000+08:00

i think i shld be the joke of the century..lol..this morning..woke up at 8am..den went back to slp..woke up again at 8.30..den went back to slp again..den guess wad happen next..i woke up again..

at 11.30...lol..

suddenly it dawn to me tt i was late for class..very very late for ffb..n lecture started at 11..n i live in the west..lol..bud it din really matter..cos the aim for today was tt stupid bcs (business computing skills) mock exam..lol..spent arnd 1 hr +++ going through the spreadsheet..n i was really lost..n only realised the reason when i asked manda and alano if the monthly salary section had no.s and how they filled it up...
it turned out..it was there when i opened the doc. i jus kindly deleted it..lol...

after tt went over to the swimming pool with garry..n we sawm from arnd 4.15 to 5.30..lol...den we saw the canoe polo pple coming in to pratice n soon the pool more pple..bud it was much better when we entered the pool..there was no one..except for garry me and another guy..swimming all by himself..bud damn..all the guys there have nice bods..i jealous le..

sweetie..m thinking of u...

time..

2004-09-21T23:43:00.000+08:00

woooo..its been a long time since i wrote...lol..well i think i'm very very relieve and happy n very very glad...no more stuipd projects left on the shelves to finish..bud still i'm even more happy because rio is back man!!!!!

anyone watched last nite's match..he was the man...he is what everyone fear of man utd..to all those asses hu pushed us down..we'll be seeing u cry under our warth..muhahahaha..

haha..wad have been happening since i last blogged???i made a very new record last weeks..from the 9th sept to the 19th sept..i met dearie everyday..wooo..it was so so good..i felt so confortable and relax whenever i'm with her..love u sweetie...

time have been flying by so so fast...my first semester is ending..i'm going to miss 052...so so going to miss u guys..well..theres always a silver lining to every dark cloud..at least if i have the luck..i will skip not being with the ka-zhua and the b*tch...lol..n let me have puma, no-name and elva, hummm..maybe even twin..n i wish for someone too..bud cant...arrhhhh...

darling dearie sweetie i love love love u...

wonderful day..

2004-09-11T23:35:00.000+08:00

today is a very special and wonderful day for me n my darling..yes its very very wonderful..its our 8th mth..i'm so so so happy..jus wan to tell my sweetie i love her..n her only..of cos her only la..lol..sweetie..miss u so much when u are not here with me...i love u..

hee...

2004-09-10T23:39:00.000+08:00

i'm willing to try to write again after 2 days ago when i tried n this blogging thing nv post up my things..so so so pissed..bud it was 2 days ago..today was so fan in the morning..tired in the afternoon..gan jiong in the evening..den so sweet in the nite..hehe...i jus like the night part..where to got to end this long and tiring day with my one love..it made my day...thanks darling...

today had the bcs test...studied since last night 12 to 2..den in the morning studied all the way from lakeside to boonlay to bedok to tp..wahhhh...must pia wor..hope i pass tt stupid 'business computing skill' crap..i find it the lamest ever subject any one would like to take up as unless you intend to make computer parts, computer chips or help in repairing computers and knowing wad the heck are OS and RAM and FTP or even wad the ASCII stand for...lame stuff bud i think some computer wizz out there who chance upon this would be cursing me..bud nonetheless..to me tt wizz is the lamer..

missing u..badly..

cold period..

2004-09-08T20:07:00.000+08:00

i've finally entered the sick mode after missing out on it for nearly 2 mths...this feel so sucky..cant concentrate on things very well..n i think i'm more sensitive n becoming more n more pissed much much easier..
nw i noticed tt i'm having the very very cant be bothered kind of feeling..n i'm feeling very dizzy nw...got to goooo...

L-O-V-E

2004-09-03T23:57:00.000+08:00

this song is specially meant for my darling..

l-o-v-e : nat king cole

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one i see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can

Love is all that i can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one i see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can

Love is all that i can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you

i love u..sweetie..

thank you

2004-09-01T13:01:00.000+08:00

this entry is for my darling...dearie..sweetie..thank you so much...hehe she changed my blog for me..i'm a total idiot with all these tamplates n such..so my baby help me do it..n i feel so happy..its so cute..wooo...hehe..i love u darling..muhahaha..

sry i nv update..i suddenly din have any feeling to write anything recently..after all the editing and writing i have been doing for all the projects..arhh..n still got more n more project deadlines appraching..i'm going to die le..haha..bud i have my dearie to help me wor..muhahaha...

i love u .. sweetie..

break ~~ over

2004-08-16T23:31:00.000+08:00

finally the week long break is over..bud then again..its rather sad to noe tt its coming to an end..no more waking up late again for the next 7 weeks and the mid-semestral exams are coming this term..n i would be expecting more projects from those crazy modules i get..espically BCS...

i have no idea wad happen to me the whole day..after the class and everything..i rested for a while..n this a while took me all the way till 8 pm in the evening...so sad rite...i like wasted abt 2 hrs.. den right nw which is abt 11.33 pm..i'm finally rushing through my comm skill oral outline...left 2 more points to write..bud cant think anymore wad to write...help me!!!

darling..i'm sry i din come n pick u today..i miss u so much..last nite's outing was very fun..i love u my sweetie dearie..lol..n guys this is not very cold yet...

DARLING I LOVE U...

7 mths..

2004-08-11T22:06:00.000+08:00

this is the third time i'm writing this stupid nonsense...i am going to cut short nw..today i'm very happy cos its the 11th..it our 7 mth..darling i love u so much..sry this entry is so short..cos the previous 2 entries i write were suddenly wiped out cos of a little chick again...this is dumb...so i'm jus going to be happy to tell u sweetie tt i love..

i realli realli need more KARMA!!!!

I LOVE U SWEETIE...HAPPIE 7 MTHS WOR..

happiness

2004-08-08T15:31:00.000+08:00

this past few days have been my happiest day..lol..theres no sch until next week 16th..haha..well our one week break is here..haha..

darling came over to my hse last nite..to have dinner with me..wooo...i tot mum n dad would be back to have dinner with us..bud they came late..after dinner we watched final destination 2..haha..only the ending though..cos mum was watching it...haha...it was more chim than the first movie..haha..too bad tt pretty gal died in the explosion..n her face was disfigured..

yeah..woke up this morning at arnd 7.15..got rdy den went off to play soccer at the s.s court near dearie's hse..den she came down to meet me before she went off for her appoinment with the doc. for her infected ear..she told me she had to wait for a long long long time for her turn..den she rushed off to church where she met her mum..den darling went off to town for lunch..haha..

ltr darling is coming over to try burmese food wor..muahhahaha..i feel more happie by the minute..

I miss u so much !!!

first term test..

2004-08-03T22:56:00.000+08:00

today was the first term test we have..lol..it was econ!!!! arghhh..

den it we went there late..hahaha..the bunch of us rushed into the exam hall..lol..den everyone was lyk looking at us...hahaha...we were there on time okie..!!!! 10 am. zhun zhun...den got pple later than us wor..haha...

i dunno y i'm getting my habit from OD over here...i am running out of things to say again...muhahahaha....bud at least i'm improving okie..last time only min. 2 sentence...nw already 3 paragraphs...hahahahahahahaha...i siao siao le...

darling i misssss U...

boring

2004-08-01T21:28:00.000+08:00

today seem to be the most boring day..lol..its a sunday..n i had totally nothing to do! woke up only at arnd 11 am..there was no soccer match this morning..damn..it was realli realli boring ..the whole day watched tv n was online..i had to study for tt mid-term econ test too..bloody econs..lol..

i missed dearie so much..she was away..yeah..for her water polo training at in the north..lol..den she tml still got sch..argh..dearie u shld not over work okie!

I MISS U SO SO SO MUCH SWEETIE !!!

bleh!

2004-07-31T23:41:00.000+08:00

ermm...heys..wad is this..i haven update my blog for a long long time le..my com was crazy..it was near break-down..den jus reformatted today..wad have happened the past week?

well i think alot..really alot have happened the past week..it was the week i was waiting for a long long time..it was our 200th day on the 28 of july..hehe..so cool..bud i was rather sad..cant celebrate with her wor..

but den the next day..on the 29th which was a thursday..i had the bcs presentation..n it was all in the office wear..so all the guys n gals in the whole class wore blazers n pants or skirts and heels...lol..damn farnie..n cute..here the webbie to check them out..n its also our 052 blog.. http://htm52.blogspot.com check it out!

den in the evening at arnd 4 plus..dearie came n pick me up wor..hehehe..i was so happy..den we went back all the way to jurong point from temasek poly..lol..siao wor..den i wanted to eat den watch a movie..she said cant..bud in the end..alls well that ends well..i got to eat at pizza hut with dearie..n den we went to watch i, robot with her..it is a very good movie to all those who think that earth will come to an end due to over reliance on robots..hehe..n all matrix and animatrix fans..lol...

i love u my sweetie pie !!!

bleh!

2004-07-23T22:21:00.000+08:00

realli bleh.. whoever told u that poly life is not stressful is lying to u!

lol..theres like so many projects..n i'm guilty of having spend less n less time with my sweetie..my dearie..i feel so bad..she's been feeling lonely..den i'm not always there for her...i'm a bad boy..bud fret not..i'll be there for my darling..my honey..my love love..i have no idea hw long i din write me blog..lol..this is for my dearie..*muack muack*..

for the rest of the pple out there..hehe..have fun with any project u have..

sentosa

2004-07-18T22:08:00.000+08:00

hehe..this morning i woke up n it was lyk 8.30 am..den i dunno if i shld go sentosa anot..den in the end i decided to go..den i went there arnd 12.30...den saw them at siloso beach..i saw amanda on the way den went to take the green line..den saw tat n garry n limin n po n pam..lol..they were resting by the time we arrived...den we played n played n played..until damn tired..

after abt 3 hrs arnd 3.30...alan came..he was so cute..lol..i had some pictures of him..n we buried him in the sand..n he rised lyk a zombie..lol..so cute..lolololol...n we played some more n swim in the sea..though the sea was dirty..well..it is nv clean to begin with..

den we decided to go to harbour front n eat sth frm the food court..talked n talked..den limin n alan went to buy their dinner..bud their food sucked..n they said the service totally sucked..the store was HANS..dun nobodu go there!!!lol...

time...no..

2004-07-14T22:19:00.000+08:00

no time..very limited time..i dun even have enough time for my baby anymore..this is so tough...i love her..n i miss her even more n more...wad to do...
hehe..sch gt alot of project wor..can die arh..lol...nw i rather do normal studying!!!n i still haven gotten use to the online forum thing..arrhhhh....

i'm spending less n less time with her...i feel so sad..so bad..i miss her so much..i love u sweetie..my dearie..my love love..i miss u so so much...

our own time

2004-07-11T23:04:00.000+08:00

today is the day...yes the 11 of july..a long a waited day..for me n dearie..i love u honey..today is our 6th mth..it was so rushing..dearie had sailing..den i went to play soccer..

well..after soccer went to eat breakfast with bird vic n dan..den talked..den afert all we went home..i went online..talked to a few pple..den i'm nw listening to vindicated by dashboard confessional..all thanks to jorin..she sent me the song..den i walked to willy..den arnd 4pm..i went into the kitchen..to get rdy with the necessary tings for tonight's special event..

i was cooking jap food...

den arnd 6.30 left the hse to go off to tanah merah to pick dearie to bring her home..den we shall dine with me parents..den we reach arnd 8.30..she helped me with all the cooking..i think i bring out the best in her lyk she always bring out the best in me..i love u dearie..

happy happy 6th mth.. I LOVE YOU!!!!

a fun fri-day..

2004-07-10T01:12:00.000+08:00

hehe..today is a friday..so so fun!!went to sch..found out tt our econs tutor was missing..he was in a lecture..lol...so happy...den after tt found out tt he wasn't going to be there next week oso..he gt reservice..muhahaha..
den during our tourism transport..we had a online forum..kindda weird though..nv done it before la..

after everything the bunch of us went to TM to have lunch..den after tt we went to take neo prints..lol..so funny..12 pple in one machine..haha..lame lame de..den after tt i went home lor..muahhaha..

bud my best part of the day was the evening when i got to spend it with my dearie..my baby..went for dinner with her lor..den have so much fun talking abt things..although we talk to each other every night..it was different talking to her face to face..making her laugh..making her happy..it made me feel so so...unable to tell it all out..!!

i love u my sweetie pie..

booo!!!!

2004-07-08T21:42:00.000+08:00

wooohoooo!!!!is me blog nice??hehe..thanks dearie..she helped me alot wor..n although i'm takeing a dreamweaver course my html is no where near hers..haha..i love u dearie..
yeah..today is ermm thursday..sch started at 11..so ermm dleft at 9..

den finished at 4pm..den rush off all the way to the busstop..so i cna be with me dearie..lol..i met her at harborfront..den went to eat mac there..after tt took the long way home..we took 30..although the bus ride was only 45 mins..i was so tired..only gt one reason..we both slpt..all the way..den she went back to jp to eat with her sis..yeah..tts tt for today...

dearie dun say i nv update wor..i try my best okie..muack muack..
(hummm..i still need alot of help with this html ting..)

first entry..

2004-07-06T22:13:00.000+08:00

me first entry into this world of blogging..frm the world of OD have i come..to this new world..with all my thanks to my new page setter..my dearie..i still dunno hw thing will work..bud all things take turn n time n mostly mistake to perfect..hehe..n lastly..i love u my sweetie dearie..my darling lovelove..muack muack*..